I had to let my Hero emerge.
I wanted an amazing marriage, I wanted to be an outstanding father, I wanted a successful business, I wanted (and needed) more money, I wanted to be in amazing shape, I wanted confidence. To do that I had to bury the current version of myself and build the Hero version of myself.
That required cutting out a lot of bullshit.
"How the hell do I balance all of this and create an amazing life for myself and my family?"
See, it's really hard to bring your A-game to work, when your out of shape...When you don't bring your A-game to work you aren't making money...When you're not making money that causes stress in your home...When there's stress in your home that leads to being absent, depressed and unfulfilled...When you're unfulfilled you don't feel the need to take care of yourself.
You can see how this viscous cycle plays out. You bury yourself deeper and deeper until the real you is gone.